Experience shape the confidence

I asked one AP at my hospital how to gain confidence in managing the patient because I'm too nervous and get freak out. He said; "Relax, you're not even a doctor yet. I've become a doctor for more than 15 years. Take your time slowly." Maybe my mistake is that I'm too ambitious in gaining thing in a short period of time.

Self Potential

I came across with one quote in a motivational book. "There is a sleeping giant in within yourself, you need to wake it up to be successful". However the giant inside me has hibernate for too long and difficult to be waken up. Until now, I'm still trying to wake it up so that i can have a maximum impact on my life.

winning the battle

Even though you are strong, you still losing the battle if you did not know how to fight.

learning method

When you have your own method that you're familiar with, then you make learning more enjoyable and understandable. you will never bother about other method even from a famous person. please don't be too rigid by making it compulsory for others to follow your method.

fighting hard

I'm not a genius but I'm simply not a person who easily give up as well. No matter how hard it is, i must keep on fighting until there is a clear need for me to retreat. Before that moment come, i will remain as a warrior.

Allah plans

We have plans but often we forgot that Allah also did. sometimes HIS plan did not parallel with what we want. HE moves all his plans as according to what HE intends to do and HE definitely knows the best out of it. Therefore, be patience and accept HIS wills. Always think positive in whatever happen. Be faithful and thankful

love

It is not a sin to love someone. What make it a sin is when you expect the person to love you back. When there is no more hope in it, you just need to know the right time to withdraw from keep bearing false hope.

happiness

You need to overcome the misery in order to attain happiness

Hunting the uncertainity

There's nothing more hurting than hunting the uncertainty.it keeps eating you a little by little. the outcome is hard to predict as you are fighting with un clear objective and un- measured parameters. how i wish things are more simpler than this

life

Life is wonderful if you can perceive it beautifully. it can turn the sorrow into joy and darkness to the light. be positive and attract all the good energy around you

Assumption

Assumption often leads to the dead end with full of false accusation. the best is to get to the source. but when the door to the source is closed, then the only thing that live up is the assumption.

Door of happiness

When one door of happiness close, others will open. but it's hard to move to another door as we are uncertain whether the closed door is locked or not. sometimes, there's still a hope to open it. it just a matter of time and willingness to taste the suffering.

The life of a doctor

People always see the 'popular' life of a doctor despite of it's complicated way of life. when you save a patient, then you're hero. if patient die, then you're murderer despite of thousands patient that you save.

Right and Responsibility

We always stand up and fight for our right and yet we always forget to think about our responsibility; for every right must always come together with responsibility.

Ego

As we all grow older, we forget that we also grew ego together with us. this ego keep on growing until it become very big and try to control us. we lose our mind to it and we feel proud of ourself until it prevents learning process.